Hi, my name is Vicki.

I am on a journey of learning to be a good girl.

October 22, 2010

What's a girl to do ... help!

Dear readers,

Vicki is currently at a bit of a crossroad in her life, hence the lack of postings recently.
However, I just realized .... this is a blog and I could, or should, actually share my thoughts and feelings here, maybe even ask for your input :)

I’m actually doing quite well and am now, and have been for the past 2 months, living as a woman as much as possible. Pretty much all the time, unless I'm at work  (although I do indulge and wear my panties then, of course).

It’s soooooooooooooooo wonderful !!! :)
Going to continue for the foreseeable future and see where it takes me.

It does bring up some other issues though, and the last few weeks especially, I've started feeling very awkward when I’m not being Vicki, and a huge desire for wishing my body looked more like I feel it should.

It’s a huge deal.
I've been doing tons of research and ultimately I feel that what needs to happen is for my body AND my mind to change.
There's really only one way to do that, and that's hormones ... girl hormones.

SO ..... that's where I'd love some input - should I start down that path ?


Anonymous said...

If you feel thats what you must do in order to be at peace with yourself, go for it. I personally am perfectly happy just dressing. I wear lingerie 24/7, under my male clothing during the work day and with my female wardrobe the rest of the time. Good luck in what ever route you chose to travel.

Anonymous said...

Hi Vicki,

My name is Robin. I'm 40 and have been on hormones for 8 months now. For me I got to point I had to make a change. I wish I had done it long ago. I know the battle in side you all to well. But in the end it is your fight. What ever you do the best I can offer is to have a good set of Dr's. I wish you all the best.