Hi, my name is Vicki.

I am on a journey of learning to be a good girl.

October 22, 2010

What's a girl to do ... help!

Dear readers,

Vicki is currently at a bit of a crossroad in her life, hence the lack of postings recently.
However, I just realized .... this is a blog and I could, or should, actually share my thoughts and feelings here, maybe even ask for your input :)

I’m actually doing quite well and am now, and have been for the past 2 months, living as a woman as much as possible. Pretty much all the time, unless I'm at work  (although I do indulge and wear my panties then, of course).

It’s soooooooooooooooo wonderful !!! :)
Going to continue for the foreseeable future and see where it takes me.


It does bring up some other issues though, and the last few weeks especially, I've started feeling very awkward when I’m not being Vicki, and a huge desire for wishing my body looked more like I feel it should.

It’s a huge deal.
I've been doing tons of research and ultimately I feel that what needs to happen is for my body AND my mind to change.
There's really only one way to do that, and that's hormones ... girl hormones.

SO ..... that's where I'd love some input - should I start down that path ?


4 comments:

Anonymous said...

If you feel thats what you must do in order to be at peace with yourself, go for it. I personally am perfectly happy just dressing. I wear lingerie 24/7, under my male clothing during the work day and with my female wardrobe the rest of the time. Good luck in what ever route you chose to travel.
Wilmec

Anonymous said...

Hi Vicki,

My name is Robin. I'm 40 and have been on hormones for 8 months now. For me I got to point I had to make a change. I wish I had done it long ago. I know the battle in side you all to well. But in the end it is your fight. What ever you do the best I can offer is to have a good set of Dr's. I wish you all the best.

kold_kadavr_ flatliner said...

trustNjesus, pal;
Getta outta the quagmire
you put yourself in.
Lemme help you out, dood.

I'd looooove to meet you
in intoxicating Seventh-Heaven...
yet, you first must be prepared:
Find-out what RCIA means and join;
classes are free,
starting early September.

Aint no joke, earthling:
our indelible soul is on the line.
What's 77ish years compared to
the length N breadth of eternity?
What's the Tyranny of Progressivism
compared to the saving of our soul?

Doesnt make any difference
if you're an atheist;
doesn't make a whole-hilla-beans
wortha difference when you croak.
You'll be crying-out for JEEE-SIS!!!
...yet, if you've been a non-believer
your entire, finite existence,
Jesus maaay not hear you.
Billions of everlasting souls
are now in Hellfire without
the basic nessecities for eternity.
Are you actually willing
to take THAT risk of being condemned?

Again, Jesus laughs when you
should've learned the
meaning of wisdom N discernment,
mortal sinner - as am I.
Im sooo not better than you
...yet, I gotta lotta d'knowlijj
which'll save-your-soul, kapiche??
Sorry fo d'New Yoirk accent.
Again, find-out what RCIA means.
Make Your Choice  -SAW

PS 'Saving souls from Hell
should be your
primary occupation'
-Jesus

I seeeriously dont think you'd suffer
the same fate as Omar Mateeny Weeny...
yet, you'd suffer4eternity in Hell nevertheless.
WHY DO THAT TO YOURSELF???????
1-outta-1 bites-the-dust anyway!!!!!!!

Turn-away from idolatry
(worshipping the world).
Turn-away from sin.
Turn 180°
Turn RITE.
reTurn to Jesus:
repent and be forgiven.
Focus on Jesus.
Follow us to the Great Beyond.
Follow us to Seventh-Heaven.
Follow us to Holy Mass
& say the Rosary once per day.
Do the RCIA, too.
I. Love. You.
I'll pray for you.
trustNjesus.
ALWAYS.
God bless your indelible soul.

kold_kadavr_ flatliner said...

trustNjesus, pal;
Getta outta the quagmire
you put yourself in.
Lemme help you out, dood.

I'd looooove to meet you
in intoxicating Seventh-Heaven...
yet, you first must be prepared:
Find-out what RCIA means and join;
classes are free,
starting early September.

Aint no joke, earthling:
our indelible soul is on the line.
What's 77ish years compared to
the length N breadth of eternity?
What's the Tyranny of Progressivism
compared to the saving of our soul?

Doesnt make any difference
if you're an atheist;
doesn't make a whole-hilla-beans
wortha difference when you croak.
You'll be crying-out for JEEE-SIS!!!
...yet, if you've been a non-believer
your entire, finite existence,
Jesus maaay not hear you.
Billions of everlasting souls
are now in Hellfire without
the basic nessecities for eternity.
Are you actually willing
to take THAT risk of being condemned?

Again, Jesus laughs when you
should've learned the
meaning of wisdom N discernment,
mortal sinner - as am I.
Im sooo not better than you
...yet, I gotta lotta d'knowlijj
which'll save-your-soul, kapiche??
Sorry fo d'New Yoirk accent.
Again, find-out what RCIA means.
Make Your Choice  -SAW

PS 'Saving souls from Hell
should be your
primary occupation'
-Jesus

I seeeriously dont think you'd suffer
the same fate as Omar Mateeny Weeny...
yet, you'd suffer4eternity in Hell nevertheless.
WHY DO THAT TO YOURSELF???????
1-outta-1 bites-the-dust anyway!!!!!!!

Turn-away from idolatry
(worshipping the world).
Turn-away from sin.
Turn 180°
Turn RITE.
reTurn to Jesus:
repent and be forgiven.
Focus on Jesus.
Follow us to the Great Beyond.
Follow us to Seventh-Heaven.
Follow us to Holy Mass
& say the Rosary once per day.
Do the RCIA, too.
I. Love. You.
I'll pray for you.
trustNjesus.
ALWAYS.
God bless your indelible soul.